New Year's Resolutions

I'll admit it... I'm a big resolution gal. I love them! I can't get enough of them! I think they're a fun thing to do! I never do them with the expectation that I'll be perfect, instead I plan things that might be a bit out of reach and that I'll be happy if I even only halfway achieve them. They're a start. A jumping off point. 

I've been having a bit of trouble figuring out what I'm going to choose to be this year's resolution(s). There's a page in my brain notebook with a brainstorm of things I could choose, but some of it reads off more as a to do list. I like resolutions that are specific and continuous, but I think this year might be a year for trying out a new format. 

In 2024 I, controversially, didn't have any resolutions. It felt like I didn't need them because I was already moving halfway around the world and I didn't want to add to the stress of that by creating resolutions before I even got settled here and figured out who I am in Berlin and what things I do here. Now that I have some idea of that, I can make resolutions for the coming year. 

On my brainstormed list are:

  • taking art classes/making art
  • horticulture learning
  • (community) garden volunteering
  • make some sort of a project? I don't know?
  • getting out into nature
  • cooking more/more creatively
  • keep up art blog, post more so it's a living portfolio
  • woodworking course
  • bike repair
  • end the year with €10k in savings
  • produce some sort of body of work
  • go to two full blues dancing festivals 
  • consistently do something for my back (physical therapy, pilates, yoga)
  • do a self-organized bikepacking trip
  • get involved w/ a community garden! 
  • make sauerkraut (+ pickle more stuff)
  • rocky horror shadow cast?
  • read more German books 

Some common themes here. Food, art, community garden, nature. Doing more of the things I love! 

I am going to try to take life a bit more slowly and not feel like I need to be doing everything all the time, filling my days to the brim with activity. I am going to try to be on social media less and reading and making art more. I am going to learn more about bikes so I can feel more independent. I am going to take courses that interest me! I've already begun with a puppet building workshop and am excited for what else I can find to do! I will try to post again when I decide what to make of this brainstormed list, but until then... see ya!

Much happening all over again

I'm writing right now from my bed in my room in the apartment I live in with three roommates in Berlin. I've lived here for two and ...